I want a mulligan for 2020!!
This year has been a blur. Who woulda thunk it would look like this? The struggles often seem bigger than the joys.
So far this year, I've watched my dad's dementia progress which is such a heartbreaking disease, my childhood home was sold and 45 years of "stuff" downsized, and one of my kids had surgery. I was hospitalized too - twice - and had surgery too. COVID stopped my photography business because of social distancing and hospitals not allowing us in the delivery room. I miss babies and their sweet mamas. I miss being in people's homes photographing their lives.
But, there were bright sides.
I had my college kids home a lot... and that's rare after they are grown-up with busy lives. My parents stayed with us a couple months while we packed up their house so I got lots of time with my dad. We started a garden, played a lot of the Wingspan board game and Phase 10, and spent a weekend at the beach. My husband, my dad, and I drove a truck to Illinois to move our oldest in to start her Masters in Biology. I had enough down time to take a couple online classes to keep improving my photography skills. There's always good to be found.
Though stress and worry have been high, I know others have lost more and endured more, so I try to be thankful.